Up and down and up and down…and down. This past week has been my roughest yet. I haven’t been able to eat or even take medicine without getting sick coming up on a week now. Not to mention the middle of the night “awake time” that my body has instated. I’m usually up… Continue reading One step forward, two steps back
As michael, Sarah and I were sitting in mass together, I was reminded of the first time michael and I celebrated mass together. When was that you might ask? Our wedding day. How is this possible you might ask? Well here is our story and proof that God has a hand in everything. … Continue reading In the beginning..
A little optune humor in honor of me starting back today! Oh optune, how I love and hate thee so, You kill my cancer cells but you still kind of blow. You make me look like I’m wearing an awesome powder wig, But you help to keep my tumor small and not quite so big. … Continue reading It’s back!
I often forget just how bad this situation is. “This situation” is me referring to my health. I just see Jesus in all of it so it’s hard to be sad all the time. Which is why I choose to smile, even if it’s me smiling as I’m choking back tears. Also, I’m… Continue reading A little pixie dust
I should probably print out that testimony I wrote and never used and just carry it with me. We are out of town for treatment right now so we are going to a local church in town. We went to the evening mass on Sunday and we all wore our Fighter shirts (our… Continue reading Let’s do this
Despite some last minute changes, today was a good day. I was supposed to begin immunotherapy today but was unable to because my liver levels weren’t where they needed to be to start it. The upside to this discovery is that I get a nice break from everything. It’s been a week and… Continue reading Listen
Mom guilt. It is such a real thing. Now cancer mom guilt? I may have made that last one up but we will go with it. Mom guilt is already bad enough without the added stress that is cancer. Just going about of daily lives is so hard for me. I feel guilty… Continue reading Mom guilt